I have thoughts to express
but they are stubborn and prefer to house themselves inside my head
so what spouts out is nonsense
I have thoughts to express
but they are stubborn and prefer to house themselves inside my head
so what spouts out is nonsense
I wish I knew
what I wish I knew I don’t know
I wish I knew what I wish I knew
The idea of death scares me. Someone suddenly ceases to exist, how strange is that? It can be expected, or unexpected but still causes grief to others. I’m young, and hopefully have a long life ahead of me, but if I were to die young, I feel that my life would have been a waste. So I need to accomplish something important. I want to have a life worth living.
I think so much about you,
that there are no thoughts left for you to think about me.
I dream about you,
so I do not disturb your sleep.
I stare at you,
so that you don’t notice me.
Even my most loserish friends have boyfriends now. Nobody wants me for a relationship, they only want me for my boobs. Fuck this shit.
I have this friend, and I think she’s stupid
Is it mean of me to think that?
Well she doesn’t seem to understand simple stuff and it’s driving me nuts
fuck my stupid food diary
i had ice cream today, and it was 4 servings, each serving having 350 calories
and that is why im a fatass
who/what/when/where/why/how ?
please stay
I worried/I worry/I will worry
I hate this
to hug/two arms/too late
I thought there was something
I thought I was something
I thought I was someone
I thought you were someone
I think you are someone
I hope you will be someone
brunch:
milk and cereal
dinner :
(i’m really proud of this)
salad
pasta salad
broccoli
smashed potatoes
chocolate milk
breakfast:
oatmeal
lunch:
granola bar
2/3 a bag of popcorn
dinner:
water and a 6 inch italian sub
snack:
2 ants on a log and 2 mikes hard lemonade
nongshim spicy soup
breakfast:
milk and oatmeal
lunch:
vanilla soy milk and turkey wrap
dinner:
aquafina purelife carbonated drink (yucky why did i get it)
cheddar cheese soup, granola bar, carrots an celery with ranch
snack:
apple and pb
This is charmy, my dinosaur. Yes, she may be awkward-looking, but that’s why I love her.
breakfast:
milk and cereal
lunch:
salad and vanilla soymilk
snack(ish):
2 starburst-like candies (oops)
dinner:
veggie italian panini and water
snack:
banana with peanut butter
and a couple hours after that, an apple with peanut butter
breakfast:
milk and cheerios
lunch:
half a chicken caesar wrap, and chocolate soymilk
dinner:
water, salad, chicken tikka masala, potatoes
snack:
a semi-frozen pear (thanks to my fabulous dorm fridge…)
popcorn
hot chocolate
I am trying to go six weeks without eating junk food.
I will write a food diary each day
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